invisible force

By daikuanfuwu

Northland wind is too strong or too cold this winter andauto-blog snow, most recently my thoughts are often cut off, frozen, how are put together do not stand up. 

Have been trying very hard to write-point text, on the affection and love, friendship, life sentiment, social Vientiane, have all in my mind float can always difficult casualty Chengzhang, not only wrote the title is only a hair, thinking on the run aground. I always feel that, in my mind or the depths of the  toutlecine soul, a group of ghost, a group of ants cause trouble, they sometimes jump roll, sometimes raise hue and cry, sometimes latent Moran, torture was not sweet, I eat, sleep can not sleep, often just floating on my mind a number of small inspiration, but fleeting. 

These days, I always love the memories and reality of ghosts. I often think of the old house home unoccupied long time, so a cold winter’s firewood light yet, the father’s cough is increased, the mother returned home several weeks, and how not to do with clothes, the original unit Several small brothers love what progress has been made, next year’s price is not going to drop, the performance of wages when they could deliver … … a series of question marks in the minds of the roundabout. Different taste, different levels of things to Chen before us, how difficult a loss as to how to sort out. 
I even suspect that it is the 5.12 earthquake bricoblog broken my nerves, or with age, 30 rather than the harsh reality of legislation bend my back? I touch his forehead with his hands, there is no fever, it should be sober-minded, mental not stupid, otherwise, the day I would not for that sick students contributions, this afternoon I will binge drinking of high-intensity Liquor … … 

Wanted to come closer, my heart is probably not quiet down, but also perhaps the mission was even heavier, stronger sense of responsibility instead. At home, the father, husband, son; in the unit, a teacher, colleagues, “chores” Finishing; and in the community, friends, young, who show no understanding. In this way, we are often about some invisible force, and to act against the wishes of the matter, said some words, then do not live true self. Sometimes, however pure envy Zhuangzi Tao Qian’s inaction or indifferent nourishing Seclusion, which is a holding affordable, fit, is a kind of stay away from the scene of God set free gas, and we often find themselves unable to indulge in a secular way, how sad! I would like to turn, if done or Zhuangzi Tao Yuanming, it also is somewhat pessimistic about the world-weary, and not a way to escape, which also face the challenge boldly. In this way, their hearts will be relieved of. 

The text is a  myspace good thing, can be accommodated in tears and laughter, but also silence. Because young arrogant, impatient because the character, I did not really integrate into one. Later, unconsciously, it will be captured, even gradually obsessedcuisineblog on it. When a **** mood flowing in betweendesignblog  the lines, the heart of pleasure also Qingquan as flowing, the moment, it must be easy. 

This cold season, I was thinking of the plight of a very jittery mood. This is not monbebeblog   the end. 

When I sit back and look at the spirit of the trend, I a breath of spring slowly approaching, scattered spirituality blogpartywill float to the surface, such as sparkling Chunshui ha.

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